Lubab,
I read about a secular Jew who visited the Kotel and was given 'A prayer for an atheist' by a Rabbi there. It was the most brilliant thing I'd ever read. A prayer to G_d from an atheist's perspective yet it was not blasphemous. Do you know of it and could you post it?
Sound interesting. Never heard of it.
FOUND IT!
THE PRAYER OF AN ATHEIST
Here is a true story about a young man who got his prayers answered:
Many people who visit Jerusalem are tourists who come to get a sense of Jewish culture and history. One day, a young tourist named Jeff was brought in to meet me at Aish HaTorah.
"What are you doing?" I asked him.
"I'm working for my MBA at Harvard University. And I'm an atheist."
"Fantastic! A real atheist! Whoever was able to convince an atheist like you to speak to a rabbi like me deserves a medal."
"Nah," Jeff says, "he doesn't deserve anything. I'll tell you how I came..."
Jeff had been in Norway, visiting his Norwegian fiance. And he decided it was now or never: either he is going to come to Israel or he'll never make it.
So he headed for Jerusalem and the Western Wall. He figured he would stop by the Wall to see some old stones. Yet upon his arrival he was amazed. He felt something heavy. He was moved.
Jeff stood before the Wall, and made up an atheist's prayer. He looked at the stones and said:
"G-d, I don't believe in You. As far as I know, You don't exist. But I do feel something. So if I'm making a mistake, I want You to know, G-d, I have no quarrel against You. It's just that I don't know that You exist. But G-d, just in case You're really there and I'm making a mistake, get me an introduction."
Jeff finished his prayer, and one of the Aish HaTorah students who happened to be at the Wall, saw Jeff and thought, "Perhaps he'd be interested in learning some Torah."He tapped Jeff on the shoulder, startling him so much that he jumped three feet in the air. Jeff whirled around and shouted,
"What in the blankety-blank-dash-bang do you want?!"
"I'm sorry. I just want to know if you'd like to learn about G-d."
That question hit Jeff like a two-by-four right between the eyes. He had just finished asking G-d for an introduction, and immediately someone was offering to introduce him to G-d.
Jeff learned at Aish HaTorah for the next six weeks. He was a very serious student, and went back to the States with a commitment to continue learning. A year later, Jeff came back to Israel and told me the end of his story.
Full story:
http://www.virtualjerusalem.com/judaism/judaism_article.php?article_id=4467&page=1