jews are a family.
but just as a person can care for people outside his family, so too jews can care about gentiles, particularly and very obviously, righteous gentiles.
So this is not something CF should get upset about.
I'm not a family member to evil leftists Jews many of them hate Israel,i feel closer to my Christian friends who have morals and love Israel ,where as the leftist Jews are not my family. BTW leftist Jews worship idols all the leading leftists they look upon like their G-DS
mord,
I am so sorry for you. Why dont you move to a nice Jewish neighborhood and be with your people. It was my african american neighbor saying "Go back to your people" when I was depressed and low which brought about my TESHUVA {Return to Judaism}. That along with three horrible tragedies in my family.
Where I live there is a minimal community {just enough to get a minyan when we need one}. I have three Rabbis {One Orthodox, One Liberal Progressive, and one Chabad}. I mostly follow the Orthodox Rabbi. The only synagogue in town is a liberal progressive synagogue {so I dont go often}. I daven with the Orthodox minyan.
All I am saying is that only you are forcing yourself to abandon your Jewish people. We are family... I feel the connection with each and every Jew whose Neshama shines.
Shalom,
muman613
PS: It is great to have all kinds of friends. I am not suggesting your existing friends are not wholesome or good. But you can learn more about Judaism from the Jews who truly try to come close to Hashem.