Thought you should read this letter by a Mother who is a close friend of ours.
> Jew-rusalem ner 8 'hanuka, rosh hodesh
> Hi Nomi !
> I'm the mother of 2 soldiers called to the Gaza front...
> I already went through this with my 1st son who faught in Gaza then in the
> 2nd Lebanon war ,he lost 10 of his best friends and mefakdim...Receiving
> his assignement was like jumping again in the terrible bath of stress, and
> that fear that's strangle your waist...He is a para medic for 1st line
> fighters in Golani unite,and the 2nd one is in an elite sniper unit, he is
> taking his 1st war bath...but NEVER EVER I said to them "us or them'',the
> message has to be very very clear :it will be them ,and them only. I told
> them : never ask yourself any question ,just shoot,and shoot well,just do
> it,kill. Kill everything which moves,dont ever think: should I? ,or, what
> is this? Dont take out your fingers out of your gun. It will be them and
> them only. This is the work we expect you to do,and you must do it
> well,perfectly,and full of faith that you are doing Avoda Hashem,avoda
> Kedusha,killing amalek.This is the way I speak to them and to all their
> friends who are coming in our house.
> Now,between you and me...as mothers...you know how it is difficult
> .What,you tell your sons to kill?Yes.What,you tell your sons not to
> think?yes.And it's against all our educational and moral laws.But war is
> war.And also between you and me,beleive me,after those 3 years,I was
> already a wreck... sleeping disorders,eating disorders,name it,I got
> it,supersensitivity,anger,fear,suspicion,nervous to any phone ringing,car
> doors slaming,or knocks at the door...
> You know what,I really dont know tonight how am I going to handle this
> again...and even with the strong emuna and the prayers ,knowing mentally
> that everything is going to be ok,and that my boys as the others are going
> to be back home healthy and strong,giborim ,my heart is failing...I'm
> tired,I'm forcing myself to be stronger and positive. The army doesnt take
> care of the mommys left behind,the mommies after,the mommies in between
> .The army didnt even bother to suggest some support to guys like my son
> who went through traumas . But Baru'h Hashem,we have Ha Kadosh Baru'h Hou
> who cares,who protects,who supports and who shall show us miracles
> again,and triumph,and who's going to built us His Temple in our days. And
> just because we lit those beautifull candles for 'Hanuka,and we remembered
> the Holtzberg couple and their aim,their way of life their givingness
> their faith,we shall prevail.Amen.
> BESSOROT TOVOT, YESHUOT VE NEKAMOT not ne'hamot,NEKAMOT !
> 'HODESH TOV U MEVORA'H
> JacquelineEsther Levisohn,