Shalom Chaim!
Hope your having a good weekend so far.
1. How do you personally cope with all the hate thats directed towards you? Knowing that theres people out there that personally hate you specifically. I have haters out there as well, people that dont like me and wish me gone. I can sometimes feel the evil eye and negative thoughts towards me, and the only solice i have is my faith in Hashem and my prayers. I have heard that reading Tehillim is very helpful as well in fighting off the evil eye and negative energy/thoughts directed at me.
2. Lately things havent been really going my way. It seems like no matter what good I do, or legit endeavours I undertake, things just dont really pan out the way I'd like them too. This mediocracy level of acheivment is starting to frustrate me, and I feel as if Hashem might be holding back his blessings from me for a reason. I'm a secular Jew thats becoming stronger in my faith, and I put teffillin on now, but something is missing in my life, I cant escape the feeling of emptiness inside. My life seems meaningless at times, and I long for Zion in my soul, but have lived there in the past and know how much harder it is to get by over there in reality. I feel like i'm trapped inbetween two worlds of mentality, and feel lost in many ways.
Sorry if I sound dismal this week, i'm just not in the right zone i suppose. Thanks as always for your insights.
May Hashem Bless!