I am beyond words, my friends. What I was always taught was wrong is actually not wrong, but encouraged?! I am so lost at the state of the world - - - since the intifada (I was old enough to realize how messed up THAT was) - - - that NOTHING surprises me anymore. I have no faith in the goyish world (not too sure if I ever had), and the same can be said of the Jewish world. I am SO freaking TIRED of being in the minority everywhere I go. It's RARE that I run into another Kahanist, My own best friend, who mostly shares my views, couldn't understand why I said I wouldn't send my kids to the Israeli Army. I told him what's the point in fighting when the people who run the army are just supporting the Arabs anyways, and the land will continue to be filled with Arabs? I told him my kids could join the army if I knew all the Arabs would be wiped out from Israel. He said I wasn't realistic, but then we both smiled at the notion of Arabs actually NOT living in Israel being unrealistic.
Either way, the world is messed up, and I feel like it's few hundred of us in JTF vs. the entire world, and we'll only win when Hashem wants....but that's for another post.