Shalom Dox! It hasn't been the same without you here Sweetie! My heart aches for you, for you what you had to go through. It's been over 14 years for me since losing mine and every time I even THINK about getting a new baby, I remember losing my Cubby and can't bring myself to do it. They say giving them a good home should outweigh the pain you went through, but after all these years, it's still so fresh for me. Please take care of yourself Elizabeth, we miss you and hope all will be well with you soon. I hope your problems become less and less every day for you. Take care and do stop in just to say "Hi!" at least once a week so we know you're ok! (((((((((((((Elizabeth)))))))))))))