It is weird to apologize for things he said about Chaim and about ISLAM at the same time. I guess Steven is now a political correctness animal.
I think he needs some professional counseling or maybe even some medication to be honest. He got really angry with me for saying that one time and YSV'd me on Youtube but I didn't mean it in a cruel or uncaring way. I meant it in a good way in that I want him to be able to be mentally healthy and I don't think he is right now.
Maybe his boyfriend broke up with him.
Has he ever shown any kind of homosexual inclination? I think he said he had a black girlfriend then a Polish girlfriend but I never heard him being with a man. I don't like what he said to Chaim (calling him a terrorist and a Nazi, which is clearly not true) or to me (cursing me with YSV because I said I wanted him to get help) or to other JTFers, but I don't want to make things up about him either.
I don't think he's been acting in a mentally healthy way. If he was sane but evil that would be one thing. If that is the case then it would be more sensible to make fun of him, insult him, etc. However I think he's got some serious emotional problems or needs some kind of mental health care.
I don't even think he knows what he thinks about anything. I wouldn't be surprised if he joined Whorefront or became a Muslim or joined a Conservative or Reform synagogue. He could really go in any of these directions. He might even go on to be an atheist.
It looks like he's in search of some kind of identity and he hasn't settled on one yet, or can't settle on one. He's all over the map. I think he lives in a state of mental and emotional confusion.
I do think part of him realizes that how he acted was wrong and that's why he apologized. I could be completely wrong here but I get the sense that, at least in the moment, his apology was sincere. That doesn't mean that he won't go off in any direction or return to the same behavior he had before and invalidate the apology right afterward or soon afterward. I don't think he knows what to think or feel from moment to moment.
I do hope he gets the help he needs and he might hate me for saying that but that's just how I feel about it.