No I know nothing about you. I attacked no one. And I don't compare. I hope you never have what you thought was everything taken away from you. Without muscles, what now? That was kind of my thing. I don't know what I'll become. I'm turning fat. Girls won't like me anymore. I sit for days without sleeping, and I just don't eat for up to a day and a half every now and then, and I used to down chickens like hot cakes.
And what of people with bad things? I never got a chance to do what I wanted to do, and now my life as I knew it is over. Hopefully I make money and can pay for healthcare, becuase this is like the end of my life and I'm flapping my broken arms to stay afloat off the edge of a cliff.
You seriously think they way I live and I told you, I would spend every day on a forum? This is my death-bed, and I'm making the most of it so [censored] off if that bugs you.
Shalom LKZ,
I sympathize with your condition. I too have been dealing with a medical condition which causes me great pain in my right foot. I have to walk with a limp at times and take pain medication in order to be able to work during the day. I have not been able to exercise as I used to and thus I don't walk like I used to, and I have gained weight as a result.
But I look past the physical pain and thank Hashem for the pain killers because without them I don't know how I would function. But physical pain is not the end of the world, and spiritual enlightenment can help us get past these limitations.
I recommend for you to find a way to get along with your condition. Do not curse Hashem, nor us, for your situation (I am not saying you have, or will).... But you seem to have a lot to contribute and I have spent so much time trying to get through to you that you are a part of this great plan of life. Do not give up, do not throw everything away. Sometimes your behavior seems to push others away, I can even understand this, as I have had a relationship with people who have emotional issues and know how to help.
I like you and I like Ephriam, and I like just about every long-time JTF member reading this forum. I do believe that we need to work together towards making peace in the world. While peace may sometimes mean fighting against evil, it also involves a lot of positive things like building friendships and growing relationships.
Please don't try to push the buttons of people just for the sake of doing so. I know you have the ability to make a lot of good sense and when you do you contribute greatly to the cause of good.
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