But I love fire. More fire is more happy. I never burned anything down I wasn't planning on. Almost a few times but still like 90% fire safety.
I spent years talking to every Rabbi I could find to find out why I was so enthralled by looking into fires. When I finally found a serious scholar, he said, "you are jealous of the fire, your soul is fire and must stay here, but the fire can leave and go back to its source. Pesach and Lag are my faves because we burn stuff.