I want to be here and its not that I need to be here. I had no clue this world, God , internet forum and all the things you have been saying were occupied so dearly as to sharing would become such a huge issue. I thought a group of muslim was upto no good and they have been fed by some evil thought that only their God owns this world and they had the right to consider every entity of this world as their own. I was here to figure out the differences and now I am realizing you are all the same. You hold your thought and pride so dear that another person's dignity means nothing to you. What I am thinking is for internet, I wonder what you might have done to me had I been there in person.
Also tells me why the poor shiyas resorted to takiya listening to the thoughts of Christians, Jews and Hindu here. You say democracy is good I wonder if out of this world the muslims having so much hatred for you and number aroun 1.5 bilion democratically decide against Jewish or any other minority for that matter of fact what would happen then. When you are not allowing free unbiased thought to flow among cultures here.
I see couple of you people telling me to go join any terrorist organization out of just to have what pleasure I cant even imagine. What many of you doing is the same I came here for, after hearing it against you guys. Why would do you think I listen to you. I have notice that its not the opinion of majority that satisfies my soul its always the purity of the concepts. After going through the Noahides I was starting to believe the purity of the religion when out of no where you guys started cursing Muhammad PBUH and Quran for no obvious reason.
You know its only the purity of the character of one of you Albert Einstein that allowed me to make space in my mind in knowing Judism other than what I read of it. He did something not for one group or nation or for his self but for entire humanity. For me and many others he is a very good human being before being a good or a bad Jew. The positivity of his character dragged me here.
I could read all about your thoughts and belief but it was the thought of Human Being accepting that philosophy that I am intrigued about. What are they thinking about it and what good that philosophy is bringing to them. I am truly disappointed about how I was treated and what I witnessed here.
Just a couple of you could talk to me as human to human. I never asked you to compare your religion with anything or my religion, that aside you guys started comparing GOD. Your God created me even if considering that I am lost, I wonder if you God wants me to treat the way you are treating me!
One particular thing that I want to comment on, someone from here asked if I could tell him someway to deal with the muslims of palestine. Well for me worship is seeking guidance for the right path and help of God. You should start worshiping.
I would also like to comment on Justice mentioned in Noahides. Justice starts with your own self from within one, is it justice that you cursed my belief my philosophy my thoughts and was it justice that you say your God as if you own your God. Is it just to try to explain the God where as for me a robot can never explain its creator. I dont know what you guys are thinking before commenting most that you did using the profanity that you did that with. Was all that needed ? How do you justify within you the feelings that you have given to me. Did I do something to deserve that ?
I tried my best to be open minded and acceptable but I think I still lack the strength to bear all this hatred for things I have absolutely no connection with that happened in the past or happening presently. Yes I pay zakat to those who need it and its rightly said that " charity begins at home" and so its mentioned in the Quran that first one should look if there is someone in the family other than immediate family and then their relatives and then people close to you and working for you. If you find no one in need of help then it should be paid to bait ul mal, banking system of islam no longer available who would pay that to widows, orphans , homeless and needy. I belong to a developing country and people here find alot of needy in the family before they can throw their zakat to those these very people want to stop the chaos being created. Those people were paid in dollar once and huge amounts by USA for many years and they have forgotten the values of decent living and hard labor and still want that sort of money through power of their guns.
Sometimes I see those people on TV, holding guns. Even other than them armies holding guns and fire arms. I can see in their expressions the satisfaction they are having with the show of power of a human predictor, the satisfaction that they can prey on human beings. Even animals like loins and sharks hunt when they are in need of food and never to show of their strength they kill an animal. What developments are you guys talking about. 60% development that I see is in the technology and art of taking lives.
I have decided that I should no longer be a member to this forum, I am feeling disappointed for the last 2 days as well as an intrusion after reading most of the above. I want to thank those who tried to help God bless you and those who welcomed me in anyway. For those who are really angry I still dont think bad of you guys and just want to say that before everything we are all sons and daughters of Adam and Noah and even above it is that we are human beings with souls. If someone wants to communicate with you as a human being please listen to what they are trying to say.
I wont forget the arguments of HinduZionist, I admit that a part of Jane Mandir was damaged in 1992 in the fury that erupted in retaliation to the destruction of Baburi Mosque in india, and khiljis are not mughals and even I am not the blood thirsty mongol any more, even you are not those hindus any more who use to burn alive the wives of the deceased along with the corpses of their husbands. We are not living in the history any more and not repeating the mistakes of our elders. The point of claiming royalty pun as you are doing so much to get decent rights to Zionist perhaps you could have done something for me ). No hard feelings intended friend.
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