Hello everyone. My name is Elijah. I am a student at a two-year college here in the lower Midwest. It has been sort of a long, strange trip back to this site (and hopefully to righteousness). I grew up with a Catholic father, a devout Pentecostal Grandmother and a nominally Pentecostal mother. I never had any problems with Jewish people because A. I wasn't brought up that way, and B., there weren't any Jewish families in my entire county to dislike. After high-school I became more radical. I drifted first to the Left; became a card-carrying member of the CPUSA for about six moths, cancelled soon after that. I came to realize that regardless of all their "class struggle" rhetoric, they really didn't see European-American working and farming people any different from the so-called "oppressors" in Washington or Wall-Street. A little later that year I started going to far-right, racialist chatrooms. Since they seemed to be the only ones who believed (as I did) that European-Americans have a right to exist I joined the Nationsl Socialist movement, paid the first month's dues, and then, after reading their laughingly badly-written "welcome" pamphlet I knew I had made yet another mistake. I never really bought into the Anti-Semitism of the CPUSA or the NSM wholeheartedly. Sure, I believe that "white" ie. European-Americans have the right to existence, but so do the Jewish people. I occasionally wrote a post or two attacking "Zionism" in an attempt to be hip politically, but I came to realize something; It would be so easy to turn away from my heritage, my Christian faith, my family's love of the Bible (Your Torah) in a world where such things (Christianity, Zionism) are unpopular with the elite media and pop culture. It doesn't take any courage to embrace the sinful world in which we live; it is an act of bravery to call it out and denounce it. I don't care if I have to be ridiculed every day as long as I do it for a higher purpose. Well, anyway, that's my story. I sincerely implore all of you for your fogiveness, and I vow I will never make a mistake like that again. I am a pretty decent writer for someone who lacks a degree in it so I hope you find my posts interesting and I hope maybe I can be an asset to the movement as a whole. I am ready to get down and dirty (metaphorically)!