Thier was a post about this before. - According to Zohar- Have relations with a non-jew. Talmud- Seems that a man with a Nidda is the worse, and also Lashon Hara (evil speech against a fellow Jew (even if true), with some exceptions of when its allowed ex- to save the nation.
According to Zohar- Have relations with a non-jew. Whoops, guilty, several times over, lost count actually, probably do it again too. Gee, that makes me as bad as a Jew that converts to Islam and joins Al Queda? Interesting priorities.
yea, even worse then that is that you havent begun to at regret it. Id say you are allmost completly lost unless you do a lot and a lot of Tishuva, which is hard to do, but you can at least start by regretting what you have done and not act like a fool that is going to loose out in eternity. You need prefoessional (A big Rabbi's) help. Someone who can start and guide you on the tikkunim (rectifications).
yea followed by a comma, that's a big "yea", That is yea, to making having relations with pretty shikzas being as bad as converting to Islam and joining Al Queda, How is that possible? If that's your position, then it's mine that you didn't give that one too much thought did you? There's degrees of sin, and you don't seem to think so.
By the way, I don't even know what Tishuva means, but that's neither here nor there, I wouldn't waste a Rabbi's time, I'm a pretty old dog to be learning new tricks, and I don't even have the most rudimentary skills or foundation required, I don't speak or read hebrew, did you know I wasn't aware that there was an oral tradition until I heard about it on this very board, you don't bring a totaled car to a mechanic and say "fix it" that's why it's called "totaled", I'm way to far gone for a Rabbi to salvage, but no worries, I'm okay with the way I am. Eternity? What about it? I guess we'll know when it comes.