you say you are scared of the quran.
islam has some extreme threats.. A thorny plant shoved down your throat. That your skin will be burnt and replaced with a new skin that will be burnt e.t.c. 72 virgins if you follow it, No virgins if you do not!
lots of religions can give threats.. I think some forms of christianity say that a person goes to hell unless they believe in jesus as lord and saviour.
You cannot accept both.
But, you are only hearing and questioning the things you hear about islam From Muslims.
I know that, because I recognise the questions you have asked..
Mohammed himself as you must know had sex with a 9 year old girl. (apparently she had hit puberty, bubt she still played with dolls. She was still a 9 year old girl. )
Actually, mohammed in the quran writes about marrying and having sex with and divorcing little girls too young to menstruate. Quran 65:4 , see tafsir.
Mohammed taught that heaven will be filled with 72 virgins and then in the hadith, they are described. You know how they are described? Amongst other things, they will be *like a she camel in heat*. A camel in heat is happy, but what is distinct about a she camel, is that her vagina swells up in the heat. Obviously mohammed and the arab men he wrote for, had watched that and "loved" that. To the extent they even knew what he was referring to when he said "she camel in heat".
You are only shown islam through a simple framework that covers up the problematic bits.
The Quran is complex- in that it is a mess. The first verse "revealed to mohammed" is in 96:1 , and one of the last verses given to mohammed is in chapter 3. That is what islam itself claims, though muslims do not voice that when they try to convince you. There is no logical reason for that order, i.e. it is jumbled up. The chapters, and even the verses within the chapters. (unlike the torah which is thousands of years in chrological order)
You can learn all this FROM EX MUSLIMS. You would never hear this from muslims.
http://www.youtube.com/user/iceyyy - she has some videos from "investigateislam", and some videos she did herself, such as the one about the she camel.
Once you see this. It will be so obvious who mohammed was, what he was, and what he was not. You would have to be insane to even consider the possibility that he was a prophet. (besides the fact that he made no prophesies) , that his teachings are from G-d. He was a very perverted arab man in a desert, writing for desperate arab men in a desert. Men who understand sex and violence. And the sex is so perverted, little girls, comparisons to horses and camels. This is written by a disgusting man.
One can say beyond any doubt, not just "I do not believe islam". But "I believe islam is false".
Either way, one is not a muslim!
And just being scared of islam`s threats in hell, is no reason to consider it.. Since other religions also make threats. like as I said, some forms of christianity say one goes to hell if one does not accept jesus as lord and saviour. You cannot believe both.