xoce,
I feel for you more than you can ever imagine.
I have been dealing with insomnia for quite some time.
It is so hard to deal with.
There are different remedies to try and help this condition, from prescription pharmaceuticals, natural herbal remedies, relaxing techniques, warm tea, and I could probably go on and on with different remedies that I have tried.
My case of insomnia is the result of an accident I had.
And I still have not found the magic remedy to ease me into peaceful sleep.
I know it is very difficult to deal with, but if you do find something that woks for you, stick with it.
Good luck in your quest for a restful night.
Know that you are not alone.