What is that Fruit? A. You can thank Socialism for the mess Britain is in and more specifically the Fabian Society and B. all of those Elitists Globalists that have/are turning the once Great Britain into a Turd World "multicultural" toilet...like Canada and the US. So long as they have their billions and their country castles they couldn't care less if it is a war zone outside their emerald gates. These people should all be hauled out into the streets, beaten and then tried for treason as they have no national affiliation or pride in anything other than themselves and the quest for power...
Now with specific reference to your specific personal problems. Forget about buying a gun and blowing your head off because that is not the way, even though everyone on this Earth that has a functioning brain that knows what really is going on seems to think about every now and then....devote your time to the study of Torah if you are a Jew. If you are not a Jew, why not become active in politics. Go volunteer with the Conservative Party...and get in there and try to change things. Keep your mouth shut. Learn the ropes and develop some clout and slowly bring on change...
There are many worse people that far more deserve a shiny led package delivered express post than you..... Darn, I can name at least 100 people that deserve it much more than you