So to paraphrase you. Your theological beliefs are that you solely believe and worship Gd but do not belong to an organized religion. The concept of "Satan" to you is that little devil thing that sits on your shoulder (so to speak) and encourages you to do the wrong thing and ultimately it is your free will to disagree with that "Satan" or to be swayed by it.
When it comes down to certain rules to follow, what do you base on what is right and wrong. Is there a scripture you follow or do you use the logic of "Don't do unto others that you don't want to be done to you."
What organized religion were you born to or raised with? If there was an organized religion, what and when turned you to go in this direction? Have you explored any organized religion? Why is Judaism and Israel so important to you?
Have you ever heard of the religion called Noahidism?
For me G-d is true love and G-d does not care, if I connect with true love G-d or not. G-d gives true love without expecting me to receive it. It is up to me. the same way as the Sun does not care, if I make allot of Sun rituals and appreciate the sun shining or not. I decide, if I open my heart up to G-d's silent voice and connect with true love or not. If I'm disconnected from G-d, it feels painful and empty(hellish) and via the pain of serving the ego, I learn to be open with my feelings, honest about them and authentic. It opens my heart up to true love(G-d). Same way as when you decide to tell your best friend or GF about your most hidden feelings in your heart. It will create a nearly telepathic true love bond with your friend or GF, that is non sexual.
I see this planet as a school for my soul, where I am being challenged with experiences, I have to deal with and my job is to raise my souls energy towards G-d true love. Life is also more easier being closer to G-d, than serving my ego. I listen to my intuition allot. It helps me get on the right track.
Lucifer/Ha-Satan teaches me lessons, when I don't listen to my heart and the pain makes me get on the right track.
My rule is to force my self to see other peoples negative reactions as a mirror of my own weakness. In that way I learn what I send out to others. By doing that I am more in control of what the reality throws back at me. When I'm not aware what I send out, the mirror gives me instant punishment. It is not easy, but very important for my spiritual development.
I constantly observe my mind and seek answers to what this reality is really about.
I have not been raised with any religion other than my mothers spirituality. She has flown out of body allot and we have had many spiritual experience etc.
I care allot about getting in harmony with my mind and soul.
I have looked into many religions, but I feel my own way is the best for me.
Israel is very important to me, because I care and love humanity allot. I study the occult globalists and I know what their agenda is about. I see how they abuse the Jewish people and create illusions about Jews and Israel. I have connected with many Israelis and I have seen a very beautiful and spiritual people, that have been very misunderstood by non Jews and I see they are a people that have the potential to create worldwide Shalom and be a strong force of true love, Shalom and can stop the Globalists, if they discover their true nature and understand the truth about why Jews have suffered for so long. It makes me want to defend them, because you guys are very important for what direction our planet goes.
I have never heard about Noahidism? Will check it out though.